Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet.
Jean Jacques Rousseau

Today I learned that every person has its limits, because being patient has its border line too. The fact that I lost my blackberry was shocking but people just don't seem to get it that i was really disappointed of  it. I know that although my friends often make fun of me, they simply do it just for fun and don't mean to insult or make me mad. However, today, I think they've gone beyond limits, that this time it has gone too far. I know i've never been angry to him, but this time, he just simply can't understand me, shud bff do that to one another? today i finally has the gult to say what i want to say, that i was disappointed of this and that, dislike things done this way and that. i finally was able to express my feelings. although now i know that he would think that "how come she became so sensitive?" and etc. I've been so patient, and never ever get mad when somebody makes fun of me or anything.

I hope Nick knows and realizes that I was able to say that because I want to be honest, cause throughout these years i've never once had the courage to say this.

Nick's been a friend and a guardian

Nick's been by my side since such a long time, whenever there's problem he's always around, whenever i need him he always tried to be there. if i need help Nick's there, and if the whole world hates me he said he would be by my side, and in fact he always did =)

Nick, I hope you can understand how i feel yah.

best friends forever! :)
hugs.